Veterans Day Memories

On this veterans day I wanted to share a story from 2006 when I had an encounter with one of my favorite authors. To set this up, you need to understand that I spent nearly the whole year in Iraq  and it became difficult to even enjoy the little things. In my career field I worked 7 days a week and 12 hours a day, some times we flew on missions and that broke up the monotony of doing the exact same thing every day. I believe that 2006 was the hardest year I have ever experienced as an adult, it wasn't a vacation it was hard work while being shot at or just dealing with the hostile environment. At some points co-workers did not make it any easier as well, but in fairness we were all stuck in the same boat so there really isn't a need to blame them because I'm pretty sure I acted like an asshole at times too.

My first encounter with Geoff Johns (http://www.geoffjohns.com/) was around March 2006, I had been working the day shift which was usually 7am-7pm and in the early days of social media I sent him a message and to my surprise I received a response! Now at this moment I was ecstatic, the problem was I had no one to share it with. None of my co-workers or crew members were into comics and I was regularly teased for having comic backgrounds on my computer. So we had a short conversation about comics, where I was in Iraq (which I couldn't really tell him) and staying safe. Over the next few weeks and months we shared short conversations and again this really blew me away, now I was skeptical that this might not really be him but I didn't care it lightened up my day. But that would all be blown away when Mr. Johns attached some files of Infinite Crisis artwork that had not yet made its rounds in Previews or comic book media websites. He asked me not to send the pictures to anyone or post them in any forums, which I didn't do. I knew for sure that I was chatting with one of my favorite authors and this just made the first half of 2006 worth it for me.

By the end of May 2006, I was flying on missions and beginning to hear rumors that I was going to be sent back to the states sometime at the end of June. I figured I would try and repay Mr. Johns kindness and fly an American flag for him on one of the missions and either try to send it to him or deliver it in person at a comic book convention some day. After the mission I sent him a message informing him that I would like to send him something from Iraq, (I wasn't sure this was going to work or even if I would get a response for asking for his address.) He did respond with his address and when I returned to the states at the beginning of July I mailed him the flag with a certificate signed by all the crew members and information from the aircraft. Honestly I wasn't sure if I would ever get to meet the man, I did have plans in place to meet him in Chicago that August but due to a stateside mission to North Carolina, I could not attend or take leave. I was very disappointed but the worst would shortly come.

I found out right after a friends wedding that I would be returning to Iraq for the rest of 2006 and a portion of 2007, this put me in a very dark place. I couldn't understand why I was being sent back, I worked with other people who were mentally fit to deploy. All I was told was that I had the experience and that I really didn't have a choice in the matter. I had never experienced missing the holidays outside of the U.S. before, I know my family had a difficult time while me being gone but for me the trip continued to degrade and put me in a place that I had never experienced before. I have felt sadness and depression before but this time it was foreign to me, I had never been this upset and angry before in my adult life. The hate and anger I had for my co-workers in the states was something I had never before expressed towards them. I couldn't grasp why they had to send me back and on top of that Iraq was dealing with the failure of the surge and we were in prime position for all the shit they pushed out of Baghdad. To say the least I was nervous about what could happen and it didn't help that my sleep patterns were all fucked up and I began to deal with a slight case of insomnia. The work I was sent to Iraq for was the same nearly everyday, we didn't get to fly on missions any more due to a commander making that decision because of flight hours and pay.

I'm sure you are wondering how this all ties together with Geoff Johns and don't worry I promise we will get to that soon. In August I messaged Geoff and let him know that I could not meet with him in Chicago and that it would have to be another place and time. By September I was pretty much telling everyone that I was getting sent back to Iraq and I messaged Geoff and let him know that for the rest of the year I wouldn't be able to make it to any comic book convention due to being sent back to Iraq. Now I don't exactly remember when but Geoff messaged me sometime in early October asking for my address and at first I gave him my home address because I wasn't really sure why he was asking for it. After a few days he clarified and wanted my APO address in Iraq, so I gave it to him and didn't think anything of it. Mail usually takes anywhere from 2-4 weeks to arrive in the war and then it is delivered to our unit and distributed. So around Veterans Day 2006 I received a package from one G.Johns...

Before opening the box, I figured it was from my parents or friends sending me a care package; I happened to just look at who it was from and I looked over at one of my co-workers and said "Who the hell is G.Johns?!" It had totally slipped my mind and I forgot all about him asking for my address, when I opened the box I was completely stunned and immediately figured out that Geoff Johns sent me a box of comics (graphic novels and hardcovers) and they were signed to me. This blew me away and made me really happy, it also helped change my attitude and give me something to look back at; no matter how difficult my job became or dealing with lazy co-workers. My roommate that I was deployed with was also stunned by this, a person I had never met and didn't actually know me went out of his way to send me a box of comics. This is one of the brightest moments I had ever experienced while in the Active Duty Air Force. It is a story that I continue to tell because it is one of the coolest things that has ever happened to me. This gesture no matter how small it might have been, helped pull me out of a deep depression and just made me feel great. I know I wrote Geoff Johns a hand written letter at the time and I'm pretty sure my hand writing was terrible but I sincerely appreciate that he sent me that box. This day it is one of my most prized possessions, there is nothing in the world that can replace the feelings and joy this small box had brought me.

I wanted to tell this story because it is Veterans Day and there is a lot of negativity out there and I needed to write something positive. Tomorrow I can go back to writing about the veterans unemployment rate and the fact that it is really difficult to find work with the skills most of us veterans have from our time in the military. But for today I wanted to express gratitude and share how a person changed my life by just having an online conversation with me.

Cheers and Happy Veterans Day!

The Tea Bag Shutdown : An Iraq War Veterans Perspective

     We are week into the first government shutdown of the 21st Century and I figured it would be good to write an article about how this shutdown is being misreported and misrepresented in the American media. The country is at standstill due to the tea party and its members that have been elected to office in the republican party, this is all self inflicted. It is easy to say this all could have been avoided but I'm not exactly sure that's true, the Citizens United case allowed so much money into American politics that these Tea Baggers began to Primary those who were not right enough or weren't vocal enough about how they disliked the sitting President.
     The shutdown is a bad idea and there is very little anyone outside the Republican party can do about it due to their crazy demands about ending the Affordable Care Act (which they called a failure before it was ever implemented, not sure how that works). So pretty much everything is shutdown, federal workers are furloughed but Active Duty military is still being paid because come on Republicans care so much about military members (unless your gay, homeless, unemployed or suffer from PTSD). A stunt some Republicans pulled last week was one where they took photo-ops with WWII vets who stormed some fences to get to their memorial for their honor flight stuff. Of course the media ate this up and acted like it was the Park Guards fault for putting up barricades and not having the monuments open. Then these tea party members or republicans went on to claim that this is all the Presidents fault because, 1. he wont meet their hostage demands and 2. Affordable Health Care is bad unless you are a former Republican Governor from Massachusetts or Bob Dole.
     What I find insane about all of this is that these tea party fools claim that President Obama is disgracing the "greatest generation" from seeing their WWII memorial, but in the same turn are shutting down the Federal Government and dancing in the street about it. While current vets are watching the VA and other administrations shut down, when they are needed most. Current post 9/11 veterans need help, the unemployment rate is higher than the national average and PTSD is a serious condition that can lead to suicides, severe depression and substance addiction. So the party that claims to love freedom and its troops so much decides to shut down the USG because folks will have a chance to buy health insurance from a marketplace.
     I have had enough of these tea baggers, three years is enough for anyone. They have bastardized Revolutionary War History and the history of our founding fathers. Personally I have lost friends and family over these issues, politically I am not ashamed to be a progressive liberal but the harassment that ensued post 2009 has led me to only seek out debates with those who I know can be civil. This shut down isn't civil, its a temper tantrum while claiming the other party wont compromise to the crazy hostage demands of the tea party. So to those tea party people I say we compromised enough, we gave up the single payer plan because Republicans complained so much during the health care debates. The President and the democrats compromised on the debt ceiling and the sequester, now they claim that was never enough; of course like the addict one you give in they are always going to want more.
     The tea party has taken us so far down the rabbit hole that ideas that used to be thought of as insane are now being seriously discussed by Republican members of Congress, like Sen. Ron Johnson of Wisconsin claiming that crossing the debt ceiling will have little impact on the markets and may even stabilize the global marketplace. This is INSANE! The data and history all prove otherwise, the tea party likes to parrot the lie that this will stop all new spending out of the Obama Administration, but the debt ceiling has nothing to do with current spending; it all has to deal with our past bills and interest on those bills dating back to 1776!
     I find it utterly irresponsible of the American media to say that this is both parties fault, the tea party which is a minority within the Republican party which is in 1/3 of government does not have the right to hold all of us hostage just because they do not like the President of the U.S. The GOP is running scared, the polls show that Americans are highly against a government shut down over the Affordable Care Act and 2014 is only a few months away, primary or not those Republicans who voted to shut down the government are about to face some stiff resistance regardless of the amount of cash they may be given from Super PACs.
     This shutdown may last sometime due to the stranglehold the tea party has on the Republican party but for me this just shows how much tea baggers actually know about government and how harmful this will be to their constituents. October 17 may rock the global markets or send our country into a deep recession and if that happens I will make it a goal of mine to remind every tea bagger / republican what they did to us post 9/11 vets; they refused to pass the post 9/11 veterans jobs bills that the President wanted, they shut down the government and resources that veterans needed during a time when companies only like to say they hire vets but don't actually do it or they expect you to show up fully trained when most of us had jobs that do not relate to the business world. Above all these people will need to be reminded that these are self inflicted wounds, that the tea party chose to hurt all of us because they couldn't handle the results of the 2012 election.

Drone Warfare: 21st Century War Issues

It's been exactly one year since my last post and I figured it was about time that I got around to publishing another one. So sorry for the hiatus (I know I said that last time, I promise I'll try to write on a more consistent basis.)

Lately I have been drawn to these comments and debates over the use of drones in our continuing war on terrorism. It seems that every EMO progressive has had it up to their fedora with President Obama and his administrations ability to publish secret documents outlining the use of drones against Americans who have left their country and joined a crazy militant religious group. Lets just say that these progressives that are upset with the President for using these tactics are currently going about their gripes in the wrong way, this is an issue that could leave these voters home in 2014 because like 2010 "Hope and Change" didn't come fast enough. (Even though the banks totally fucked our economy in 2008, the President alone was supposed to fix all of that overnight.)

The issue I have with these people, is that they don't understand modern warfare. Would I love to see drones stop killing innocent civilians and children? Sure! But its not realistic that this is going to end anytime soon or ever! This is a type of warfare that can be done 6,000 miles away and does not need 150,000 troops on the ground to complete its goals, it saves soldiers lives and that is a positive talking point to keep the program up and running. Honestly who isn't a fan of keeping soldiers home?!

People are also acting like it is such a huge deal that we are using drones in up to 6 countries to kill people and all but one (Afghanistan) is where the "war" really is at. Ten years ago in March, Republicans and Democrats gave then President Bush a blank check with war powers and the patriot act (its only our own fault). If you actually think that ANY President would give those powers back, I have a certain bridge to nowhere in Alaska to sell you...

The real issue is that the public doesn't care about this issue or even the wars that have happened in the last decade. There is a small percentage of people in our country who actually care about these wars and they are mainly veterans, active duty folks and their family members (If they are informed, I can't vouch for all of us vets to actually know whats going on.) The media is mostly to blame on these issues because its never talked about in a broadcast, it is seen and unpopular and a topic that doesn't sell. The media feeds people bullshit about reality TV or whatever young crazy woman in Hollywood is flashing her junk while getting out of the car. It's sad there are so many issue that face us veterans after returning home that they are rarely broadcast unless it has to deal with some tragedy (IE the Iraqi War Vet in Milwaukee who shot his police officer wife).

Even then the media treats PTSD like its a crutch, when it really is a serious issue where something like 18 veterans a day commit suicide. But we as a country will never pump enough money into mental health to control this issue and make our veterans feel normal once again. This becomes an issue with veterans employment, especially since most enlisted jobs after 4 years do not give one enough skills to find a decent paying job after their 4 year service.

I have tied this issue in for one specific reason, that maybe Drone warfare can help cut down on the PTSD cases this country faces, it keeps boots off of the ground (At least in the massive numbers, like we saw in the surge or Iraq and Afghanistan). I'll admit that there are serious issue involved with using the drone program but until Congress takes those powers back and also takes on the military industrial complex, nothing is ever going to change. Money talks, the more drones that are made the more the U.S. has the ability to use them.

To the progressives who are worried about the U.S. using them on our own soil, I'd say be more worried about your big city police departments getting their hands on them first. The police always want what the military uses, and soon we will start having debates about using drones to stop drug crime in our inner cities...Mark my words on it! (That's a debate for another time though.)

Drones are here to stay, they have been with us since the beginning of the war on terrorism. They will continue to shape the debate of the war on terror and voices on both sides of this issue maybe heard but to the military families and soldiers out there they will be happy that flying robots can take the place of 150,000 troops and maybe make the deployments a little more bearable.

This is a debate that will continue with the downturn of the Afghanistan War, those drones will be used elsewhere and I honestly don't see the Obama Administration stopping the overall war on terror, it will continue and may end up being more efficient than any right wing chicken hawk could have imagined. Overall this blog is just food for thought...

Cheers!